BABY ALYSSA

So i finally had my precious daughter, Alyssa Rae Howard. I went into the hospital Sunday night(5/17/09) to get induced cause i was a week late. When Devin and i got to the hospital, they told me i was still at 1cm! so at first i was told i could be there for 3 days if anything! about an hour about inducing me, my water broke! Then the next day 5/18/09 i was finally at 4cm, as that day went on my doctor kept checking me and i was still not progressing. finally i got an epidural, but it didnt work! like i couldnt feel my legs but waist up i could feel everything, which means i felt every contraction! so the re did it and still didnt work, and i got two extra boosts and no luck! Finally by around 5pm on monday after being in labor for about 16 hours, my doctor decided to do a c-section. By that point i had so much drugs in me and in so much pain i was so out of it, devin was making all the decisions for me. Then by 6:01 on monday night Alyssa Rae Howard was brought into the world. I dont really remember much of that whole night but it was the best day of my life! Everyone says that she looks just like me, which i totally love! but i can totally see devin in her also. Being a mother is honestly the best gift in the world. Im still getting used to all of it, and im tired alot/emotional too, but my my mom and devins mom have been such a big help!
My favorite thing is watching Devin with her, cause he really is hands down the best daddy ever! and you can tell she adores him as well, its the cutest thing in the world, i dont know what i would do without my amazing husband, he as been such a big help.
I have recovered from my c-section pretty well, im in a little pain sometimes but it wasnt as bad as i thought it was all going to be.
I feel so blessed, to have such an amazing little family, all though i really didnt like being pregnant i would have another baby in a heart beat. But that doesnt mean that we are going to start having one soon, its going to be awhile lol
The most amazing gift god could have ever given me is my daughter! ahh i just love her sooooooo much!





SUCH A PROUD DADDY

the waiting game...

So i am 38 1/2 weeks and im sooo ready for this whole process to be over. im totally over the whole gaining weight, swollen feet, emotional, and just really uncomfortable stage.
I went to the doctors yesterday, and im still at 1 cm! she is no longer breech which is awesome. I dont know why i haven't progressed more but she just must be having a grand old time, cause she seems to not want to come out! As you can tell im not a patient person at all.lol i am just so excited to see my lil one and see what she looks like. The doctor did say that it could be any day now, cause its getting closer to the due date(i think he just said that cause i was so upset) but i have this feeling that she is going to be late, devin says she will be 6 days late, ugh! i guess we will have to see. If she comes one day before her due date, she will be a mothers day baby! But i totally wouldnt mind her coming before then lol

Baby Update

So this past thursday night, i started to feel really sick, so i went to bed thinking that i could just sleep through whatever was going on and everything would be fine. So then Friday morning came, and i was a mess. I was getting pretty big contractions and they were about 6 minutes apart, then starting throwing up, which made the contractions worse cause i got dehydrated. ugh! So i got Reene (my mother in law) to come over, then which she called labor and delivery and they said i should come in and they could see what was going on. Its always scary not knowing whats really going on, so i didnt know if i was going to have the baby or not. They pumped fluids in me, to see if that would help the contractions, which it did, but didnt stop them. After being there for about 4 hours! They decided it was safe for me to go home. The doctor did however did tell me that i am already 1cm, and my baby is breeched, which means i will be getting a c-section if she doesnt turn and the doctor doesnt think she will, but you never know. Wednesday, i get to see my personal doctor who will then tell me what is going to happen. Im still geting some crazy contractions every so often that last awhile, but they are still irregular, so for now i just have to toughen up and take the pain. Devin is already planning on when we are going to have our second child, HE IS CRAZY! Cause right now, im never wanting another child, im sure that will change, but for right now i just want to get the first one over with.

Devins Fight

Devin had a pretty exciting fight! Devin dominated him on the ground and every where else, but i do have to admit the other guy had some brutal leg kicks. Devin looked awesome and did amazing, but at the end of it all the judges scored: 30/26(Devin won with that judge) next judge scored 28/28 and the other scored 28/28. so you would think that since two judges tied and Devin won the tie breaker that he would win, but for some crazy reason they called it a draw! We honestly still don't understand how that happened but it is what it is.Devin still won in my eyes! In the video you can hear that no one thought it was fare at all!




I love Devins little fighting shorts :)


Reene and I


Herb Dean and Reene

Pregnant PIctures

So last Saturday my friend Cindel took some amazing pictures of me and my belly. They turned out amazing!

28 weeks!

I cant believe I am already 28 weeks, and i now only have 12 weeks left. Time is going by so fast! before i know it my little Alyssa Rae will be born. I have no clue really what to expect, I know its going to be hard, but how hard is the question? Devin thinks its going to be easy, I think he is crazy!
Valentines day was great, the day before Devin got me a ton a roses and flowers it was so cute! and I saw my best friend Tina, who I haven't seen since my wedding, then later Devin and I went to eat sushi, SO GOOD! And I got Devin to go see the movie "He's Just Not That Into You" which wasn't as good as I thought it was going to be. And Devin hated it, but he was a trooper.

Whats been going on...

Its been way to long since my last blog, sorry to all of you. I promise i will get better on updating. My pregnancy is coming along great, its going by so quick im already 26 weeks! And lately i've had a ton of energy, i just dont know how long thats going to last for, hopefully the rest of the time! My sister Amanda had her baby on January 28,2009, his name is Griffin and he is so adorable! My first nephew!

Devin just had a fight on January 29,2009. He was up against a guy called "the gorilla" but Devin took him down! Devin won by a technical knock out in the first round! woo hoo! He has another fight planned for March 21,2009(which is on his birthday)i cant wait for it! below is a video that we found on youtube of his fight, he looks awesome in it!